Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Pregnancy Update ~35 weeks~

I went to the doctors Monday and Dr. Chatelain said that she has moved back up. THANK GODNESS!! I'm still dilated the same. I still have to take Procardia every 6 hours to stop whatever kind of labor I have. I took that medicane when I was pregnant with Natalie and 2 hours after I got off of it I gave birth to my beautiful baby girl! So I'm making sure I stick to the every 6 hours. I'm so happy that I'm 35 weeks and she is still in my belly! I go back to see the doctor on Monday @ 1pm. He said that he'll take me off the medicane then because I'll be 36 weeks. Hopefully everything will stay calm until about 37 or 38 weeks.( <---- wishful thinking in my case) As long as she comes into this world healthy and crying I'll be the happiest mother alive! I'm just glad Chad will be able to be there when she is born! He's never experienced any of this before. He wasn't around when Michael was born so it's about time I break him in! I just hope he doesn't pass out!

Chad's coming home!!

Finally after 13 long weeks Chad is finally done with the academy. Graduation is on Friday, I'm just glad I'm able to go and see him graduate. I really hope in the future he goes back to school and reaches he's goals. I know he really wants to finish college to get his degree in Criminal Justice.
I'm just glad he'll be home for good well, until Janurary. But, I'm here for him and I support everything he does and wants to do in life!

Thursday, September 18, 2008

I can't believe this is happening already!!

Went to the doctors to day for a normal check up for Amaiya. I got there at 8:15a.m. and waited for an hour. The two appointments before me had to be delivered so I was freaking out!
My name was called... I got back there.. Checked my cervix and what do you know, I'm in labor.
"OH CRAP" is what I thought. 2 centimeters dilated and 80% effaced. After he said that I'm totally freaking out. I got a shot in the butt of steriods... ouch!! Dr. Chatelain told me that since I'm dilated already and that far effaced that most likely I'll have her by this weekend. Only cause of my past history and the fact of when he checked me it was barely hanging on anymore.
So, here I am at my parents house wishing Chad was here with me. I know this is my 4th baby but, all these pains are different. I'm feeling totally opposite than I did with the other kiddos.
I'm so scared right now it's unbelievable. I'm cramping like crazy. I feel her head coming down and I can't eat crap cause I feel sick to my stomach.

I'm hoping I don't go into full blown labor tonight. I want Chad to be here with me to help me through this! He'll be home tomorrow around 2pm. so I'm trying to keep her in as long as possible!

Don't get me wrong I'm excited to see our little princess it's just I don't want to do it by myself!

Well, wish me luck... hopefully she doesn't come into this world without her Daddy by my side!!

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Amaiya Julianna

I can't wait to see this little face. She's going to be gorgeous I already know.
My last baby. Wow that seems so weird but, I'm glad to have two girls and two boys. She completes are family. I thought I was excited to have her, Chad is totally excited to be having a little girl! For those who don't know Natalie and Nathaniel are my children from a previous marriage and Michael is from his. So, we kinda have a mine, yours and ours thing going on. But, Chad doesn't look at Natie and Nate that way! They are his children no matter what. That's one of the reasons I love him so much! And that's how I look at Michael. He's my son too! No matter what anyone else says!
Amaiya is due on Halloween which I know for a fact that I'm not going to be pregnant with her that much longer! So I totally doubt I'll meet my due date. Never have and don't think I ever will. The doctor says she 5 lbs already so that's good. I hope she's a chunk. At least she'll be able to fit into her clothes unlike Natie and Nate. :)
Nate woke up the other morning and was like I can't wait for "Ya Ya'' to get here (that's what he's been calling her). I think it's just to adorable how they are excited about her arrival. I know Natalie is going to do just fine with her. It's going to be Nathaniel that has the problem with lack of "Mommy & Nate" time. But, I know after a while he'll get used to it.
I just so ready for her to be here. I'm getting so anxious it's unbelievable!!
I'm just glad to have my babies. No matter how crazy it gets or how many fake "boo boos" I have to kiss and put a band aid on. They are my crazy little creatures and I'm just adding one more to the bunch!

New to this...

I'm finally 34 weeks into this pregnancy! I'm so relieved to have gone this far with her.
I never thought I'd have anymore children. Boy was I wrong! Four kids is like Madness. So for the name of my blog I've decided to go with "Baby Madness", cause I know for the next 18 years it going to be more than just that. People may call me crazy for having as many kids as I do but, you know what, I Love It! Each one of my children are so different and amazing in their own way. I love to watch them grow and see their personalities pop out.

My children are my life, my love, my everything and I wouldn't change it for the world!!
Not many 22 year olds can say that!

Going to the doctors tomorrow. I'm nervous to hear what he has to say. I'm just hoping I can come home from the doctors and everything be okay with me and her. I know everything will be fine. For now, I'm off to the screams of my daughter and son having a food fight at the table! Not Good... pizza night and I just mopped my floor! Arggh... But, kids will be kids and pizza sauce can be cleaned up.